01/28/2022
a knowing that wakes you up at 4am,
the lights of divine infinity piercing crisp blues,
calls you near in wordless action
the most voluntary and involuntary,
senses flooded by her taste,
trust innate,
feeling her breath in the tickle of your skin,
a second breath and your heart is in her hands
extended by your own, an offering.
each time this is how it is.
bleeding still throbbing with the effort,
the only way she accepts communion,
the only way you know its her.
01/14/2022
heart bleeding on a moonlit beach
glistening, still pumping with memory
waiting to be washed away,
salty reprieve
02/04/2022
the mountain is a heart pumping blood through its veins.
how it would be to tread on earth as if it was the heart of all,
to walk with the sensitivity of this beneath our feet,
climbing covered in her blood, resting as needed, surefooted on slippery valves,
reaching the top as electric convulsions of
lightning burn up the soles of your feet
rising through your marrow, a paralyzing grip blasting white agony of ecstasy
molten fire transcendent
released from physicality
catalyst to the unknown
final communion